I'm here and unstable, and I don't think I'm able to think those thoughts right now. I don't think I've got what it takes to see you tonight or ever again. I'm here and I'm stable, and I don't think I'm able to think those thoughts right now. I don't think I've got what it takes to see you tonight or ever again. I don't don't think that my appreciation for the better things is enough to keep me around. I don't think it's time.